Sorry I haven't really posted in a while, I'm not in much of a conversation mood lately.
I think I need to talk to my dear Cliche, I'm not very happy lately. I have some stuff I need to get off my chest, but again, thats not to be written here.
Christmas is going well, got some presents under the tree, and in three days I can unwrap them .
I should call my mom, but it keeps getting put off. My birthday was fine, and I really want a party, but I'll have to wait for after the holidays. I should talk to dad about it. I'm taking to Kilo, and his friend, whose very entertaining.
I left myphone at his place and it's killing me I have no way to text people. I shouldn't be so dependant on my technology, but sadly, I am.
Anyways, much luck to my big brother with this job interview he has tomorrow.
Merry Christmas guys, love you (: <3
Juliet xo.
12.22.2009
12.01.2009
The Best Part Of Me Was Always You.
' Your the glue for the pieces
of the picture I thought I lost '
So, today was interesting. Day started off rather badly, I was tired & kinda cranky >_< but I think physics, for one, actually cheered me up. It was all going badly, it was boring and our lab was to WATCH WATER BOIL. WTF IS WRONG WITH OUR TEACHER? But then I was nexted who I will refer to as Oven-Mitt Man and Burner Boy. They're both HIGHLY entertaining people. Then math, where I did little to nothing just watch the clock & space out, my thoughts have been rather distracted. Too much homework & things to think about, ick. Co-op was busy, I had a bunch of charts to pull as yesterday I was back logged a day and then on top of MY jobs, flower was off sick again, and I had to do HER charts too. All weeks worth >_>.
After school I met up with BT2 who in turn got to meet Kilo, which was interesting xD. He seemed to win BT2 over quite well. She seemed impressed (: but honestly, he's such a sweet guy I don't know many people who WOULD dislike him. When BT2 left, I went over to meet Kilo's mom & sisters. They're both really cute kids, and much older/taller than I'd imagined. But they seem cool. They both got my number and have been texting me xD Quite amusing. They're pretty good at embarassing Kilo too, which I find GREAT. His mom was rather busy, which was unfortunate as I'd loved to have gotten to know her. She seems really nice though. It's nice to see I could at least win over half his family. Kilo walked me to the bus, oh hurray for being a teenager >_> I need wheels guys, like really really badly. Either way, the night ended really well, and now I'm sitting here, thinking. Sucks I don't get to see him till this weekend now. He'll be missed D:
OH OH ! But , good news, in about 2 weeks we have our semi & my dads agree'd to buy my ticket & a new dress :D I'm rather excited :3 Not sure what to do for my birthday. I want a HUGE party but *sighs* I don't think thats going to happen.
Love, as always,
Juliet xo.
11.22.2009
Okay Miss S, Here's your update.
Hello everyone, once again.
I'm bad with keeping this blog up to date, which is rather unfortunate, but I'd like to mention to http://rawrimadinosawr.blogspot.com that Klutz-E has actually updated his dA, and it's rather long. So enjoy.
I'd like to bring it to everyones attention this...
http://danceintherainxo.blogspot.com
I have a new art blog & It's up and running, enjoy :D
So, yes S, I do have a boyfriend, yes, he's great, heres the update, he's still as awesome as before. I don't have all that much to say, but he is very different then I thought he'd be, but then again, he's mentioned that too. Idk, I'm just very content with life right now. No need to worry since I'm not posting much.
My dad should be home wednesday, which will be nice & I'm quite busy cleaning after my wonderful brother totalled the house :P Well that's unfair, he didn't reallllly, he just hates dishes.
Anyways, I'm off to meet riley, it's been a hella long time & I miss her.
So check my other blog out & send me a message sometime !
Juliet xo.
I'm bad with keeping this blog up to date, which is rather unfortunate, but I'd like to mention to http://rawrimadinosawr.blogspot.com that Klutz-E has actually updated his dA, and it's rather long. So enjoy.
I'd like to bring it to everyones attention this...
http://danceintherainxo.blogspot.com
I have a new art blog & It's up and running, enjoy :D
So, yes S, I do have a boyfriend, yes, he's great, heres the update, he's still as awesome as before. I don't have all that much to say, but he is very different then I thought he'd be, but then again, he's mentioned that too. Idk, I'm just very content with life right now. No need to worry since I'm not posting much.
My dad should be home wednesday, which will be nice & I'm quite busy cleaning after my wonderful brother totalled the house :P Well that's unfair, he didn't reallllly, he just hates dishes.
Anyways, I'm off to meet riley, it's been a hella long time & I miss her.
So check my other blog out & send me a message sometime !
Juliet xo.
11.10.2009
LetsMakeItRealBeforeWe'reDead (LL)
Today's the day we finally say... <3
So, I really have to thank Rainy for texting me and telling me to get my ass back to my blog. It's been a while.
So, No word from me in a very long time & I feel the need to talk to everyone.
There have been a lot of complicates to life lately, *sighs*
Basically, Lost someone important to me a while ago, I tried to make contact a few times, maybe I didn't try insanely hard, but he obviously doesn't care enough to answer my messages, so he doesn't want to talk to me. I miss him, but it's his call now. Then the happier part to this, I met someone, he's really quite epic. I'm glad I met him, he's become a happier part of my day & genuinely seems to care about me. He has this great taste in music & wants to play one of my favorite songs for me :D
Well, since he won't read this before friday anyways, I made him a mix CD tonight, which turned out awesome.
In other news, I handed out resumes today and hope to end up with a good job. We'll see. Uhm, school and coop are quite okay, nothing new to report except the 92% i got on my project today :D
Thats basically it for now, lifes going to be okay, it seems.
juliet xo.
So, I really have to thank Rainy for texting me and telling me to get my ass back to my blog. It's been a while.
So, No word from me in a very long time & I feel the need to talk to everyone.
There have been a lot of complicates to life lately, *sighs*
Basically, Lost someone important to me a while ago, I tried to make contact a few times, maybe I didn't try insanely hard, but he obviously doesn't care enough to answer my messages, so he doesn't want to talk to me. I miss him, but it's his call now. Then the happier part to this, I met someone, he's really quite epic. I'm glad I met him, he's become a happier part of my day & genuinely seems to care about me. He has this great taste in music & wants to play one of my favorite songs for me :D
Well, since he won't read this before friday anyways, I made him a mix CD tonight, which turned out awesome.
In other news, I handed out resumes today and hope to end up with a good job. We'll see. Uhm, school and coop are quite okay, nothing new to report except the 92% i got on my project today :D
Thats basically it for now, lifes going to be okay, it seems.
juliet xo.
9.26.2009
I'll be on the top just watching you fall (8)
It's like drowning but being able to breathe. It's like dieing but feeling alive. It's like running down the street knowing if you come back you'll never live it down but coming back anyways. It's like sitting in the road knowing a car is coming. It's like watching a train rush by and feeling the wind. That is exactly how I feel.
Its this feeling I can't describe where no mater how I try I can't stand up, can't fall down, can't force a smile & can't shed a tear. I don't know. I don't KNOW. I can't control the feeling and I can't make it happen it's every part of me suddenly losing control. It's a feeling, of being overwhelmed.
The past seven days I have felt like this and you know what, today, ef it, I don't feel like being like this anymore. I'm tired of myself & tired of how I've been acting. I want to be me again, I need to do a total overhaul of my life again, and when it's time to start again, alot of things have to happen.
But yeah, basically thats been me this week, take it or leave it.
Juliet
xo.
Its this feeling I can't describe where no mater how I try I can't stand up, can't fall down, can't force a smile & can't shed a tear. I don't know. I don't KNOW. I can't control the feeling and I can't make it happen it's every part of me suddenly losing control. It's a feeling, of being overwhelmed.
The past seven days I have felt like this and you know what, today, ef it, I don't feel like being like this anymore. I'm tired of myself & tired of how I've been acting. I want to be me again, I need to do a total overhaul of my life again, and when it's time to start again, alot of things have to happen.
But yeah, basically thats been me this week, take it or leave it.
Juliet
xo.
9.17.2009
So baby keep my heart beat b-beat beating.
For some reason I keep believing...
Okay, so, fuck this.
You have actually started making me so fucking angry lately. Like, really. Your being selfish and then fuck around making me feel bad. I'm really really done with how your acting lately. Fuck you. You can put the pieces together again, I'm not trying this time, I don't think you even understand that I've lost all interest in what your saying.
On a much happier note, tonight was great.
Sitting in a field, drinking an ED, listening to music watching a sunset.
It's the littlest things you do that make a day great & you really did brighten mine. We don't always get along but your here now and that's all that counts hun (:
Coop super. dislikes me and I have a feeling she'll continue to hate me until I leave in a few months but I did like alot of the staff there, they really made me welcome. Now I just have to remember the three hundred names.
Anyways,
That was just a short update.
Juliet.
xo.
Okay, so, fuck this.
You have actually started making me so fucking angry lately. Like, really. Your being selfish and then fuck around making me feel bad. I'm really really done with how your acting lately. Fuck you. You can put the pieces together again, I'm not trying this time, I don't think you even understand that I've lost all interest in what your saying.
On a much happier note, tonight was great.
Sitting in a field, drinking an ED, listening to music watching a sunset.
It's the littlest things you do that make a day great & you really did brighten mine. We don't always get along but your here now and that's all that counts hun (:
Coop super. dislikes me and I have a feeling she'll continue to hate me until I leave in a few months but I did like alot of the staff there, they really made me welcome. Now I just have to remember the three hundred names.
Anyways,
That was just a short update.
Juliet.
xo.
9.14.2009
Nothing Feels Better Than Hiding These Days.
Bad weekend, I've been in a weird mood all weekend.
Probably going to pass soon, today was pretty good.
Thank god for co-op.
I'm listening to some old school Hedley, literally.
It reminds me of way back, years ago, a year ago. It just reminds me of a lot of good times, and all the fun I had for the past couple years. People say high school is the best few years of your life, I kinda want to believe it. I'm having fun so far. It's nice to just do whatever I want and be able to make my own choices, not that I should sometimes. I have made a lot of mistakes in the past few years, some I really regret. Opportunities that if I had taken my life would have changed.
And we'll never get back what we
Gave away, when we still have that fire in our eyes, Don't believe everything happiness says, Nothings as real as our old reckless ways, When we drink by the fires
The burning car tires, Bad girls and good liars, The dreams we'd conspire, The days we went crazy, The nights wild and hazy, Man how in the hell did we get here?
Updates.
Friday; Cause a major traffic block, nicky nicky nine door-ed for the first time in forever. Acted like a retard. Smiled like I used to.
Saturday; Stayed home & did nothing.
Sunday; Major fights & Ridiculous dreams.
Monday; Math, Physics, Twenty minutes of Co-op and then home for 1. Laughed at small children walking into doors.
I'm not all that superstitious, but I did laugh at how sure my horoscope was that I'd be dating someone by tomorrow. Cheesey. On a side note, I found my tarot cards again (: I got a new mirror too, so I ended up having to clean my room. Stupid >_<.
Brawrs party is on the 25th, I think Kat & Riley should come down with me, she has everything under the sun there, so trust you guys are covered, we should crash there. Anyone's welcome to join the party bus, crash there, or go home, your call. Should be fun either way. Sometimes it's nice to go back about 4 years and do the things I used to do, even though back then I was more straight edge than now, I guess she made me crazy, she's almost like a drug herself. Funny how she does that. I always seem drawn to these people. Most of my friends are influences, in all different ways.
Anyways, I just felt like writting, I haven't in a long time and I miss it. I miss the days I could pour my heart out to someone, or something and it helped. So here I go again, maybe I'll blog it up more often now.
On another side note, Kanye is an asshole but people need to STOP POSTING IT ON THEIR FACEBOOK. Really guys? Honestly? Stfu. I did like one status though 'Kanye how could you be so heartless?' lmfao. Fail kanye, fail.
I should be doing my homework. I'm not very motivated. Okay. I'll get off of blogger, I swear.
Love you always,
Juliet xo.
Probably going to pass soon, today was pretty good.
Thank god for co-op.
I'm listening to some old school Hedley, literally.
It reminds me of way back, years ago, a year ago. It just reminds me of a lot of good times, and all the fun I had for the past couple years. People say high school is the best few years of your life, I kinda want to believe it. I'm having fun so far. It's nice to just do whatever I want and be able to make my own choices, not that I should sometimes. I have made a lot of mistakes in the past few years, some I really regret. Opportunities that if I had taken my life would have changed.
And we'll never get back what we
Gave away, when we still have that fire in our eyes, Don't believe everything happiness says, Nothings as real as our old reckless ways, When we drink by the fires
The burning car tires, Bad girls and good liars, The dreams we'd conspire, The days we went crazy, The nights wild and hazy, Man how in the hell did we get here?
Updates.
Friday; Cause a major traffic block, nicky nicky nine door-ed for the first time in forever. Acted like a retard. Smiled like I used to.
Saturday; Stayed home & did nothing.
Sunday; Major fights & Ridiculous dreams.
Monday; Math, Physics, Twenty minutes of Co-op and then home for 1. Laughed at small children walking into doors.
I'm not all that superstitious, but I did laugh at how sure my horoscope was that I'd be dating someone by tomorrow. Cheesey. On a side note, I found my tarot cards again (: I got a new mirror too, so I ended up having to clean my room. Stupid >_<.
Brawrs party is on the 25th, I think Kat & Riley should come down with me, she has everything under the sun there, so trust you guys are covered, we should crash there. Anyone's welcome to join the party bus, crash there, or go home, your call. Should be fun either way. Sometimes it's nice to go back about 4 years and do the things I used to do, even though back then I was more straight edge than now, I guess she made me crazy, she's almost like a drug herself. Funny how she does that. I always seem drawn to these people. Most of my friends are influences, in all different ways.
Anyways, I just felt like writting, I haven't in a long time and I miss it. I miss the days I could pour my heart out to someone, or something and it helped. So here I go again, maybe I'll blog it up more often now.
On another side note, Kanye is an asshole but people need to STOP POSTING IT ON THEIR FACEBOOK. Really guys? Honestly? Stfu. I did like one status though 'Kanye how could you be so heartless?' lmfao. Fail kanye, fail.
I should be doing my homework. I'm not very motivated. Okay. I'll get off of blogger, I swear.
Love you always,
Juliet xo.
8.30.2009
Guess whose back with a brand new rap...
...got everybody in the club going wack. (8)
OKAY SO .
I"M HOME.
The plane trip sucked, really, like, the people beside me were annoying, there was so much turbulence I thought I might die and the food tasted WORSE than usual. Is that possible? Bah whatever I'm home now so it's all good. UHM, i took hundreds of pictures, so that was kinda fun and I got a new camera which is absolutely GORGEOUS. I'm going to see miss cliche today and see the jonas brothers, YES, I know. They suck, but it's something to do right? :P Baha, oh well, I like them in concert and it's just the experience of being there thats sort of fun. So school starts soon and I really don't feel like going back, mostly since I've started to feel rather old. Ick. And then I remember I can drive, drink, smoke, or go clubbing and then I feel young again. It's weird being in grade 11, I don't really feel like I belong there. It won't be long and I'll be headed all the way to University, isn't THAT a scary thought?Oh well, life comes at you fast and you just gotta live it. Uhm, dad got married which obviously was good because he gave me money when he came home so obviously he's stoked about being married again. He has a new ring which I actually approve of, I like it. Silver with a gold band in the middle. I still haven't seen the wedding pictures but I heard Chanda was an hour and a half late so, great impression there obviously :P Mom says next year during spring break my brothers and I will join mum on a cruise which will be WICKED, I'll get to see Hong Kong and all sorts of places I've never been which I think I'll like, lots of pictures obviously and stuff so anyways, life's good at the moment, HotChocolate will be home on the 3rd, but I probably won't see him till school starts, what a bummer. I guess it just means we'll have more to sy when we do see each other. Okay so that's the haps', I'm heading off now, so, much love.
Always,
Juliet xxxxx.
OKAY SO .
I"M HOME.
The plane trip sucked, really, like, the people beside me were annoying, there was so much turbulence I thought I might die and the food tasted WORSE than usual. Is that possible? Bah whatever I'm home now so it's all good. UHM, i took hundreds of pictures, so that was kinda fun and I got a new camera which is absolutely GORGEOUS. I'm going to see miss cliche today and see the jonas brothers, YES, I know. They suck, but it's something to do right? :P Baha, oh well, I like them in concert and it's just the experience of being there thats sort of fun. So school starts soon and I really don't feel like going back, mostly since I've started to feel rather old. Ick. And then I remember I can drive, drink, smoke, or go clubbing and then I feel young again. It's weird being in grade 11, I don't really feel like I belong there. It won't be long and I'll be headed all the way to University, isn't THAT a scary thought?Oh well, life comes at you fast and you just gotta live it. Uhm, dad got married which obviously was good because he gave me money when he came home so obviously he's stoked about being married again. He has a new ring which I actually approve of, I like it. Silver with a gold band in the middle. I still haven't seen the wedding pictures but I heard Chanda was an hour and a half late so, great impression there obviously :P Mom says next year during spring break my brothers and I will join mum on a cruise which will be WICKED, I'll get to see Hong Kong and all sorts of places I've never been which I think I'll like, lots of pictures obviously and stuff so anyways, life's good at the moment, HotChocolate will be home on the 3rd, but I probably won't see him till school starts, what a bummer. I guess it just means we'll have more to sy when we do see each other. Okay so that's the haps', I'm heading off now, so, much love.
Always,
Juliet xxxxx.
8.20.2009
The Happenings.
Right, so, new stuff? Blogging.
HM.
Well I'm still at moms bestfriends house, we're leaving a few hours, unfortunately. I totally love this family, they're all really funny and they all love to talk, plus the mom just makes jokes and says stuff in accents and really uses sarcasm, I love her, exactly like myself. We get along great, I could defiantly live in this house. So now I'm just chilling here, waiting on the time to strike 12 so I have to fly out the door and get on a train. Ick. I'm updating my mp3, and checking my facebook, only a few more weeks and school starts again, feels like the summer flew by again, and I actually can't wait to try out the kids dentistry co-op which should actually work out well, but I'm not looking forward to the stupid math and science, i have so many science related courses I may just have to shoot myself. Fuck.
Okay, so, I'll be home in six days so this is what I still need to buy for people...
HC
Riley
KAT
Mem.
Yeah, i think that about does it, just gotta find little things for other people but must rememeber the boldies. (:
Okay, last thing, shout out for the Prague kids who leave tomorrow & I shall miss. Good Luckkkk guys.
Juliett. xo.
HM.
Well I'm still at moms bestfriends house, we're leaving a few hours, unfortunately. I totally love this family, they're all really funny and they all love to talk, plus the mom just makes jokes and says stuff in accents and really uses sarcasm, I love her, exactly like myself. We get along great, I could defiantly live in this house. So now I'm just chilling here, waiting on the time to strike 12 so I have to fly out the door and get on a train. Ick. I'm updating my mp3, and checking my facebook, only a few more weeks and school starts again, feels like the summer flew by again, and I actually can't wait to try out the kids dentistry co-op which should actually work out well, but I'm not looking forward to the stupid math and science, i have so many science related courses I may just have to shoot myself. Fuck.
Okay, so, I'll be home in six days so this is what I still need to buy for people...
HC
Riley
KAT
Mem.
Yeah, i think that about does it, just gotta find little things for other people but must rememeber the boldies. (:
Okay, last thing, shout out for the Prague kids who leave tomorrow & I shall miss. Good Luckkkk guys.
Juliett. xo.
8.05.2009
ALL MY MONSTERS....
I miss you all SO much !
RIGHT SOOOO.
I made it to england last week, and now I've gone all the way to LONDON :D
I've been shopping & I bought henna for miss riley because I know she can't use markers anymore ;) and bought some wicked clothing.
Shit, I'm gonna be hot when I get back x)
Anyways, I miss you guys & mom says hi and I'm okay & there was a lady with huge hair who sat beside me on the plane and a guy with neon pants on the plane. lololololol, we had a jewfro too. SO, hows everyone else? I MISS THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD ALREADYYYY.
HOTCHOCOLATE - Shit kid, I miss you x300, I got you a present :D so come on flipping msn while I'm still online ya dumbass.
RILEY- Missing you too, hope cottage has been fun, hug kat until she's a pancake for me !
KAT - I would suggest running from riley but she'll cach you so maybe get a plane?
CLICHE - MISSING YOU SO MUCH. YOU HAVE TO BE HOME WHEN I CALL YOU AGAIN YOU STUPID WORKAHOLIC. I'VE CALLED LIKE 50 TIMES !
Thats about it, I'll call some of you & send some of you letters soon.
You know you miss me, even if I do piss you off, you know you miss it,
xoxo, juliet.
RIGHT SOOOO.
I made it to england last week, and now I've gone all the way to LONDON :D
I've been shopping & I bought henna for miss riley because I know she can't use markers anymore ;) and bought some wicked clothing.
Shit, I'm gonna be hot when I get back x)
Anyways, I miss you guys & mom says hi and I'm okay & there was a lady with huge hair who sat beside me on the plane and a guy with neon pants on the plane. lololololol, we had a jewfro too. SO, hows everyone else? I MISS THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD ALREADYYYY.
HOTCHOCOLATE - Shit kid, I miss you x300, I got you a present :D so come on flipping msn while I'm still online ya dumbass.
RILEY- Missing you too, hope cottage has been fun, hug kat until she's a pancake for me !
KAT - I would suggest running from riley but she'll cach you so maybe get a plane?
CLICHE - MISSING YOU SO MUCH. YOU HAVE TO BE HOME WHEN I CALL YOU AGAIN YOU STUPID WORKAHOLIC. I'VE CALLED LIKE 50 TIMES !
Thats about it, I'll call some of you & send some of you letters soon.
You know you miss me, even if I do piss you off, you know you miss it,
xoxo, juliet.
7.17.2009
Operation; Beautiful.
EDIT: I missed this in the last blog.
This is the highlight of my day. I found it just now and am going to start this too.
http://www.operationbeautiful.com/
ForThePeopleWhoMakeMeRiskMyLife,NotWearPants&FallOffOfSwings (L)
Well well well,
It feels like it's been forever & today has felt SO long. Probably because I've been awake since 5am. Stupid effing dragonboat.
WHY IS IT SO EARLY NOW.
Anyways, for miss cliche, HAVE FUN, relax, geez, your 15. Not like you'll marry him, just have funnnnnnn. Oh and quit worrying. For miss Rainy dot we live fairly closeeee. Do you have a cell number? I shall text you :D For miss Autumn, I really hope tyler&Jacob are alright. I'm still thinking about you hun, I promise. For HotChocolate , I doubt you read this anymore, in fact we don't talk all that much anymore, and that makes blarg sad. Don't worry guys, insider. Whatever, so I've been up since 5, and I a currently in the mood for a work out so maybe I'll head to a gym in an hour when I'm a litttllleee more awake :P.
Leave me a comment telling me about your summer ! I'm up for whatever !
It feels like it's been forever & today has felt SO long. Probably because I've been awake since 5am. Stupid effing dragonboat.
WHY IS IT SO EARLY NOW.
Anyways, for miss cliche, HAVE FUN, relax, geez, your 15. Not like you'll marry him, just have funnnnnnn. Oh and quit worrying. For miss Rainy dot we live fairly closeeee. Do you have a cell number? I shall text you :D For miss Autumn, I really hope tyler&Jacob are alright. I'm still thinking about you hun, I promise. For HotChocolate , I doubt you read this anymore, in fact we don't talk all that much anymore, and that makes blarg sad. Don't worry guys, insider. Whatever, so I've been up since 5, and I a currently in the mood for a work out so maybe I'll head to a gym in an hour when I'm a litttllleee more awake :P.
Leave me a comment telling me about your summer ! I'm up for whatever !
7.03.2009
TO MY BEAUTIFUL BLOGGERS (:
AUTUMNNN
I love you deary & I miss you D: Send me messages more often hun, we should catch upppp :D
RAINY DOT.
lawl. I'm a dork.
I saw your blog & you amuse me (:
lol, but yeah no, I'm not weirded out, you seem cool (: I like blogger friends. It's all good.
I'm really curious as to how far you live, cause you know... :P
TO ALL.
So here I sit, with the wonderful Cliche (: She is freaking out over some boy :P She just scoffed, but whatever we shall call him AJUJA. Lawl, okay I'll think of something better soon. I promise. Anywho, I finally know for damn sure how HotChocolate feels, which rather sucks, but yeah it's all good. Bestie suits us just as well, and I'm not like crying and dieing so it's all good (: Nice he's still around :D
25 days till I leave for jolly old england, and daddy leaves the same day for the Phils, wedding is the 15th of August & Oldest will be there so it's goooood. (:
Uhm, Yes.
Short Update but yeah (: Guys, really, you should text me.
I love you deary & I miss you D: Send me messages more often hun, we should catch upppp :D
RAINY DOT.
lawl. I'm a dork.
I saw your blog & you amuse me (:
lol, but yeah no, I'm not weirded out, you seem cool (: I like blogger friends. It's all good.
I'm really curious as to how far you live, cause you know... :P
TO ALL.
So here I sit, with the wonderful Cliche (: She is freaking out over some boy :P She just scoffed, but whatever we shall call him AJUJA. Lawl, okay I'll think of something better soon. I promise. Anywho, I finally know for damn sure how HotChocolate feels, which rather sucks, but yeah it's all good. Bestie suits us just as well, and I'm not like crying and dieing so it's all good (: Nice he's still around :D
25 days till I leave for jolly old england, and daddy leaves the same day for the Phils, wedding is the 15th of August & Oldest will be there so it's goooood. (:
Uhm, Yes.
Short Update but yeah (: Guys, really, you should text me.
6.28.2009
To Girls Who Are Hard To Get Ahold Of.
ALICE.
Okay, so you are very hard to find & I can't find your blog so you know, msg me & send me the link so I can follow you. So this one is mostly for you (:
Thanks for adding me, I mean, thats what this was all about, I wanted somewhere I could vent stuff out & you know maybe if I found places to put it, people, much like you, would find it and maybe take the chance on reading it. So, I don't think your creepy in fact I'm really glad you looked & then messaged me. I'm really sorry to hear about your mom, I mean, I'm so glad she won, we all knew my stepdad wouldn't surivive, it just really sucked that I hadto watch my mom try so hard and fight so hard to save him when we all knew he couldn't be saved. She wanted to live a lie, and she lived it very happily. I promise to make sure she knows she can talk to me. If you ever need to vent about it, I'll always listen. I promise. I mean, i sort of owe it to you now :P
Okay, on to other things.
I finally have a computer for limited time again.
Hurray.
Okay, soooo.
Time for an update right?
Well, school is done.
I have offically passed gr.10. I'm feeling sort of old. I mentioned that outloud and my dad laughed at me >_<>
WTF/ I WROTE SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS.
Okay, so I don't wanna re-write the stuff it took me hours to write since i am sidetracked so i'll talk about stuff later. But yeah, i had fun with Pencil&Strings. They were great to see again and to be honest, the smile that I lost for a few months? Yeah thats back. The genuine one. I practically died from smiling too much that day. Nice to have a few more memories. Okay;
Check back later?
Juliet xo.
Okay, so you are very hard to find & I can't find your blog so you know, msg me & send me the link so I can follow you. So this one is mostly for you (:
Thanks for adding me, I mean, thats what this was all about, I wanted somewhere I could vent stuff out & you know maybe if I found places to put it, people, much like you, would find it and maybe take the chance on reading it. So, I don't think your creepy in fact I'm really glad you looked & then messaged me. I'm really sorry to hear about your mom, I mean, I'm so glad she won, we all knew my stepdad wouldn't surivive, it just really sucked that I hadto watch my mom try so hard and fight so hard to save him when we all knew he couldn't be saved. She wanted to live a lie, and she lived it very happily. I promise to make sure she knows she can talk to me. If you ever need to vent about it, I'll always listen. I promise. I mean, i sort of owe it to you now :P
Okay, on to other things.
I finally have a computer for limited time again.
Hurray.
Okay, soooo.
Time for an update right?
Well, school is done.
I have offically passed gr.10. I'm feeling sort of old. I mentioned that outloud and my dad laughed at me >_<>
WTF/ I WROTE SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS.
Okay, so I don't wanna re-write the stuff it took me hours to write since i am sidetracked so i'll talk about stuff later. But yeah, i had fun with Pencil&Strings. They were great to see again and to be honest, the smile that I lost for a few months? Yeah thats back. The genuine one. I practically died from smiling too much that day. Nice to have a few more memories. Okay;
Check back later?
Juliet xo.
6.07.2009
It's Been Forever.
So here I am, once again to vent. I thought I didn't need an outlet but looks like I'm wrong again.
So the past month has been the worst of my life. Yes, I am serious.
I unfortunately lost my step dad to his battle with cancer on Friday May 28th, life will never be the same without his laugh and his stupid jokes. He tried so hard with me, I really wish I had another chance to get to know him. I barely even know this man. I really want him to know I will miss him, especially for the person he was for my mom. I've never seen her happier, and now, I've never seen her sadder.
Then of course, there's all the fighting with my dad. Screw talking about that. It's not all that new.
And then to add to everything, I took all my frustrations out on my friends so now everyone is on edge with me. I'm fighting with people a lot, it needs to stop. I'm being stupid but so are they, if I don't even get a good shot at saying sorry without them walking away, how do I fix anything? Fuck it.
Exams are next week.
I'm not ready.
I went to wonderland on thursday, which was a great escape to adventure land with T2 & Cliche. We really had fun & I got to test out some confidence with strangers. It was fun. Haha, Ross. He was attractive.
Then friday was yoga & friend time. I love Paperclip,T1,T2 & Cliche ever so much (: THey really made my friday good when I've been having some pretty bad pity parties. It's nice having people to jam & chill with.
Then there was Dragonboat festival this weekend, where I killed myslef paddling, but I really loved. I tried so hard & had so much fun with all the girls there and the twins. Twig (Idk, I need random names now) was very entertaining, I love those guys, really (: So funny. T1 was trying really hard for me, and mini mars was a good escape, I got to help her feel better which always makes me feel better. Very comforting to know in my worst of times theres still some people there for me. I know Riley wanted to be there, and if she sees this,sorry i was kinda bitchy, you picked a shitty time. Love you hun.
And now this is getting really long,
SO, goodbye to everyone who bothered to read this and register I'm still alive.
Juliet, xo.
So the past month has been the worst of my life. Yes, I am serious.
I unfortunately lost my step dad to his battle with cancer on Friday May 28th, life will never be the same without his laugh and his stupid jokes. He tried so hard with me, I really wish I had another chance to get to know him. I barely even know this man. I really want him to know I will miss him, especially for the person he was for my mom. I've never seen her happier, and now, I've never seen her sadder.
Then of course, there's all the fighting with my dad. Screw talking about that. It's not all that new.
And then to add to everything, I took all my frustrations out on my friends so now everyone is on edge with me. I'm fighting with people a lot, it needs to stop. I'm being stupid but so are they, if I don't even get a good shot at saying sorry without them walking away, how do I fix anything? Fuck it.
Exams are next week.
I'm not ready.
I went to wonderland on thursday, which was a great escape to adventure land with T2 & Cliche. We really had fun & I got to test out some confidence with strangers. It was fun. Haha, Ross. He was attractive.
Then friday was yoga & friend time. I love Paperclip,T1,T2 & Cliche ever so much (: THey really made my friday good when I've been having some pretty bad pity parties. It's nice having people to jam & chill with.
Then there was Dragonboat festival this weekend, where I killed myslef paddling, but I really loved. I tried so hard & had so much fun with all the girls there and the twins. Twig (Idk, I need random names now) was very entertaining, I love those guys, really (: So funny. T1 was trying really hard for me, and mini mars was a good escape, I got to help her feel better which always makes me feel better. Very comforting to know in my worst of times theres still some people there for me. I know Riley wanted to be there, and if she sees this,sorry i was kinda bitchy, you picked a shitty time. Love you hun.
And now this is getting really long,
SO, goodbye to everyone who bothered to read this and register I'm still alive.
Juliet, xo.
4.15.2009
New day, new pictures.
So, today, and all the days before that have been all over the place. They went from terrible to amazing, to mediocre, to great, to alright, to amazing and wonderfully weird and now my head is just spinning. Honestly, too much has been going on and I kinda wish I had some to talk to about all of it. But I mean I want someone who knows the whole story and yet isn't involved in it at all and there really isn't anyone like that. No matter what they'll be involved, and there are some things I wouldn't tell anyone , flat out. Well, idk, wave&star happen to be exceptions, to a degree. Theres some stuff I would wanna say but I can't. ick. Being a confused girl is rather annoying. Time to get my head straight.
Well, vocal jazz is going great, voice dance is great. Post secret is good, I have a singing roxie behind me. I'm gonna be giving her & this other guy, lets call him Bee, vocal coaching (:
Maybe I should start charging? xD
Anywho, I should be going, maybe something more exciting will happen soon...? (:
Always,
Juliet xo.
Well, vocal jazz is going great, voice dance is great. Post secret is good, I have a singing roxie behind me. I'm gonna be giving her & this other guy, lets call him Bee, vocal coaching (:
Maybe I should start charging? xD
Anywho, I should be going, maybe something more exciting will happen soon...? (:
Always,
Juliet xo.
4.07.2009
ICan'tLoveYouAnymoreThanThis (8)
Well, look at that, snow in April, who woulda guessed? Oh that's right, everyone, stupid Canada. Oh and after it got tuned, and after I learned a jazz scale, my freaking [E?] string broke >_> I'm actually so pissed off. It'll be FOREVEERRR before I go and buy a new string let along have the time to tune it or whatever cuz it needs to have all the strings replaced. Urgh. She got a new celll phhoonneeee, I'm pretty happy, I can text her in the am and during school as long as she remembers her phone more often. Last weekend was really fun, more than I figured it would be. Friday I slept over with Star, and we talked and everything for like, hoursssss. It was nice, then I ended up at a band gig with the infamous Wave. Yes, I revamped all the nicknames for thins in past and whatever, they're okay. But yeah, we saw this band, which we had more fun making fun of than actually listening but still, I think the night was overall pretty good (: Wave seemed to be in such a good mood which was nice, always keeps me in a good mood too. I got a bandie's signature on my arm, which was, interesting to say the least, I'm curious as to where the alter ego came from that night. So not me. As you saw above, I have a picture of the club we went to to see the band, and the ridiculous guy we made fun of who kept mentioning 'The Teens' upstairs (x. Uhm, then I had pool paddle and the usual Sunday until about 4 when I went to Stars church thing, and met a bunch of cousins. It was sweeeeet. I love her family. So much. I should go add that girl on my Facebook now that I think of it. Hmm, then school monday, ick and school today, double ick. I had no sleep lately, which is probably why I feel so bitchy lately, I should take a nap. I wish it was sunny, I've been in the mood for a run since yesterday but I had toooooo much to do last night.
Anyways, I should really do something productive, like ACTUALLY clean my room. It got mesy again, not that it was ever that clean to begin with. Oh well, time to feung Shui my room to pieces until I like how it looks again. I think I'mma have to move everythng around, so, Bye for now.
As always,
Juliet xo.
Anyways, I should really do something productive, like ACTUALLY clean my room. It got mesy again, not that it was ever that clean to begin with. Oh well, time to feung Shui my room to pieces until I like how it looks again. I think I'mma have to move everythng around, so, Bye for now.
As always,
Juliet xo.
3.24.2009
SoMaybeILikeTaylorSwiftsEndingBetter, SoWhat?
If your reading this, yes, that's right. I'm back. To anyone who doesn't want to read this, goodbye, to the people who do, hey there :)
So, in the past couple weeks I have had a blast, for the most part. I spent a lot of my time out of the house with some really amazing friends :D Although, I went adventuring and hurt myself D: stupid hills, stupid mud. Oh well, I'll heal up and head right back out there, I like adventures. The time I spent out of the house was rather fun, I stayed at quite a few peoples houses, and hung out with... about 6 friends :D Very fun. I'm just working on some stuff right now, like this tarot card thing, I picked it up again and I'd like to think I'm getting better at it. Looks like there's another thing that reminds me of you xD Oh well, that was a good day. I'm working on some new songs and maybe finishing writing this one I started a while back. Oh there's my phone, reminding me I have yoga tonight, which I actually don't have till Thursday. Oh well, so much better than ATP, we have to go to FIT testing on Saturday, ick. I hate running, but I have to do some tonight to be better prepared for Saturday. I really dislike the new facebook >_< and the new msn is alright, I had it a couple months ago actually, right before I switched computers so I know how to work it (Y)
LoveAlways,
Juliet xo.
P.S.
S.L. - Call me, I know you ignored my text >_>
A.D. - Things will all work out okay, don't worry so much, you got a couple kids who'll watch your back.
So, in the past couple weeks I have had a blast, for the most part. I spent a lot of my time out of the house with some really amazing friends :D Although, I went adventuring and hurt myself D: stupid hills, stupid mud. Oh well, I'll heal up and head right back out there, I like adventures. The time I spent out of the house was rather fun, I stayed at quite a few peoples houses, and hung out with... about 6 friends :D Very fun. I'm just working on some stuff right now, like this tarot card thing, I picked it up again and I'd like to think I'm getting better at it. Looks like there's another thing that reminds me of you xD Oh well, that was a good day. I'm working on some new songs and maybe finishing writing this one I started a while back. Oh there's my phone, reminding me I have yoga tonight, which I actually don't have till Thursday. Oh well, so much better than ATP, we have to go to FIT testing on Saturday, ick. I hate running, but I have to do some tonight to be better prepared for Saturday. I really dislike the new facebook >_< and the new msn is alright, I had it a couple months ago actually, right before I switched computers so I know how to work it (Y)
LoveAlways,
Juliet xo.
P.S.
S.L. - Call me, I know you ignored my text >_>
A.D. - Things will all work out okay, don't worry so much, you got a couple kids who'll watch your back.
3.10.2009
So I have a feeling this will be the last post here, ever.
Well, for undisclosed reasons this blog is ending, I just wanna say to all the people I have met on here, and all the people I used to use this to communicate with? I love you guys. Thanks for keeping me sane, I was coping better thanks to this blog, I guess I'll find another outlet eventually but I have once again learned something, my privacy is always going to be public. So hey, I'll still come read yours and comment on your blogs and stuff because I don't wanna lose you, but I have to end mine.
It feels like I have just found out the true ending to romeo and juliet, and it's jsut my turn to say good bye to the world, directly after romeo.
Goodbye Forever,
Juliet.
It feels like I have just found out the true ending to romeo and juliet, and it's jsut my turn to say good bye to the world, directly after romeo.
Goodbye Forever,
Juliet.
3.01.2009
ToTheLateNights&TheBrokenCurfews.
So this weekend has actually turned out rather well.
I thought I'd be stuck home, all alone, all weekend. Instead I hung out with a friend a lot of Saturday, which was actually a lot of fun. I didn't know we had so much to say still. Anyways, then there was pool paddle this morning, T seemed in a good mood, which was nice. I was actually in quite a good mood too, then the Ogre came along and eff'd up my day, but the text message was n actually so funny. Oh man, we had to hold that in till he left two minutes later. So basically Saturday and Sunday were overall very fun. I'm having a good day (: First one in a while (apart from yesterday) I think it's deserved after all the bullshit thrown at me lately.
Love always,
Juliet xo.
I thought I'd be stuck home, all alone, all weekend. Instead I hung out with a friend a lot of Saturday, which was actually a lot of fun. I didn't know we had so much to say still. Anyways, then there was pool paddle this morning, T seemed in a good mood, which was nice. I was actually in quite a good mood too, then the Ogre came along and eff'd up my day, but the text message was n actually so funny. Oh man, we had to hold that in till he left two minutes later. So basically Saturday and Sunday were overall very fun. I'm having a good day (: First one in a while (apart from yesterday) I think it's deserved after all the bullshit thrown at me lately.
Love always,
Juliet xo.
2.27.2009
Weekends, are for the Warriors.
So, another weekend has come.
I stayed home today because I seriously f'ed up my hip at the dance last night.
Ouch.
The dance was pretty fun though, yay for dancing like a black girl :D xD
[Edit: That part of this blog has been removed because people took it offensively when I meant nothing by it. ]
So, tonight is a Friday night and I'm sitting here, talking to no one, listening to nothing all alone. Gosh, I think I'm a hermit. Hmm. Well I did attempt talking to a few people, that didn't really work out. I have to do an Art assignment and an English assignment tomorrow, and some work at home and might do something with Rils if she wants to. I'll have to call her since she seems to have died, since she NEVER FREAKING POSTS anymore, along with everyone else, except Mz. Strawberry :D Who hopefully does blog more often. Well, I have pool paddle, and I'm going to have to be ready on time since T is picking me up, and we're dropping him off after paddling. Crap, more time around Corlax in a bra. Ew. She brought attention to her underwear last time. Lets not go through THAT again PLEASE. Uhm, some sad news too. Basically, grandma decided she has give up. She took a load of pain medication and tried to commit suicide. She is currently in hospital. So I can't even call her and tell her just how much I love her. She's a really important person in my life, it won't be the same if she's not there this summer. She was the basis of my musical life, introducing piano to me from when I was little, and laughing along as I belted out songs. So, just for the record, ily grandma, you are inspirational and amazing. Please be there this summer when I get there. Which leads me to, I'll be leaving July 28th and be back August 26th. Ill actually be around for the weird kids birthday (: hmm. I'll have to top the xmas gift I got xD Anyways, I need sleep.
Love always,
Juliet xo.
I stayed home today because I seriously f'ed up my hip at the dance last night.
Ouch.
The dance was pretty fun though, yay for dancing like a black girl :D xD
[Edit: That part of this blog has been removed because people took it offensively when I meant nothing by it. ]
So, tonight is a Friday night and I'm sitting here, talking to no one, listening to nothing all alone. Gosh, I think I'm a hermit. Hmm. Well I did attempt talking to a few people, that didn't really work out. I have to do an Art assignment and an English assignment tomorrow, and some work at home and might do something with Rils if she wants to. I'll have to call her since she seems to have died, since she NEVER FREAKING POSTS anymore, along with everyone else, except Mz. Strawberry :D Who hopefully does blog more often. Well, I have pool paddle, and I'm going to have to be ready on time since T is picking me up, and we're dropping him off after paddling. Crap, more time around Corlax in a bra. Ew. She brought attention to her underwear last time. Lets not go through THAT again PLEASE. Uhm, some sad news too. Basically, grandma decided she has give up. She took a load of pain medication and tried to commit suicide. She is currently in hospital. So I can't even call her and tell her just how much I love her. She's a really important person in my life, it won't be the same if she's not there this summer. She was the basis of my musical life, introducing piano to me from when I was little, and laughing along as I belted out songs. So, just for the record, ily grandma, you are inspirational and amazing. Please be there this summer when I get there. Which leads me to, I'll be leaving July 28th and be back August 26th. Ill actually be around for the weird kids birthday (: hmm. I'll have to top the xmas gift I got xD Anyways, I need sleep.
Love always,
Juliet xo.
2.22.2009
First Day Of Winter Training.
Well, well, well.
Quite an interesting week and weekend.
Most of this week was bullshit thanks to my jackass of a father who just continually fought with me and kept me pretty low, emotionally. So all week I wasn't exactly a JOY to see. But this weekend was good. Friday Roxy and I hung out at the mall and had a sleepover, which was okay. We walked up to the abandoned house and someone has trashed it so much worse now. Like spray paint and fake blood and everything is smashed to hell. Holes in the walls, the whole deal. We walked along the train tracks too but we got called in and a police officer told us to get off the tracks. Blah. Then we met up with T&A and saw a movie. General hanging out, shopping cart wars, a 'random' acts war and alot of jokes, and sadly for me, kicking :P. The pool paddle this morning which was okay. Got to talk to a bunch of people and just generally work out. Blech, oh well, it'll all be worth it in the summer .
Always,
Juliet. xo.
Quite an interesting week and weekend.
Most of this week was bullshit thanks to my jackass of a father who just continually fought with me and kept me pretty low, emotionally. So all week I wasn't exactly a JOY to see. But this weekend was good. Friday Roxy and I hung out at the mall and had a sleepover, which was okay. We walked up to the abandoned house and someone has trashed it so much worse now. Like spray paint and fake blood and everything is smashed to hell. Holes in the walls, the whole deal. We walked along the train tracks too but we got called in and a police officer told us to get off the tracks. Blah. Then we met up with T&A and saw a movie. General hanging out, shopping cart wars, a 'random' acts war and alot of jokes, and sadly for me, kicking :P. The pool paddle this morning which was okay. Got to talk to a bunch of people and just generally work out. Blech, oh well, it'll all be worth it in the summer .
Always,
Juliet. xo.
2.16.2009
So..
This weekend was pretty amazing.
Friday - Party As mentioned in previous blog (:
Saturday - Skiing & Horror Movies. :D very cool. Sick was just funny and Saw V was really good (:
Sunday - English assignment with Connor and Aliya then playing WOULD YOU DO... with her, hilarious.
Monday - Talking to people, out for dinner and new text friend from PSC (:
So, yeah. I had a great weekend.
Ew. Tuesday. :P
Friday - Party As mentioned in previous blog (:
Saturday - Skiing & Horror Movies. :D very cool. Sick was just funny and Saw V was really good (:
Sunday - English assignment with Connor and Aliya then playing WOULD YOU DO... with her, hilarious.
Monday - Talking to people, out for dinner and new text friend from PSC (:
So, yeah. I had a great weekend.
Ew. Tuesday. :P
2.14.2009
Happy Valentines Day
WOOOT.
I get to go skiing with Ril's and Ty :D
This is gonna be so much fun although i really doubt I'll spend it all with them since they're probably gonna ditch ><
And happy valentines day.
I mean, not like I have a valentine but still, it's not a terrible day and the slopes should be nice today so all is well.
Gah, that party last night was KILLER.
I wouldn't have missed it for the freaking world.
I had so much fun & we all got into the dancing and i started to show the kids I never really befriended that I'm not bad either. SO. All around, pretty freaking sweet. But my hair totally died thanks to all the dancing, we steamed up the window, literally. We were all just a LIITTTLLLLEEE hot xD Oh man. Misha and Jesha are gonna have a crap load of cleanup to do though. We totally trashed the mini kitchen downstairs. Oh man, Good times.
I get to go skiing with Ril's and Ty :D
This is gonna be so much fun although i really doubt I'll spend it all with them since they're probably gonna ditch ><
And happy valentines day.
I mean, not like I have a valentine but still, it's not a terrible day and the slopes should be nice today so all is well.
Gah, that party last night was KILLER.
I wouldn't have missed it for the freaking world.
I had so much fun & we all got into the dancing and i started to show the kids I never really befriended that I'm not bad either. SO. All around, pretty freaking sweet. But my hair totally died thanks to all the dancing, we steamed up the window, literally. We were all just a LIITTTLLLLEEE hot xD Oh man. Misha and Jesha are gonna have a crap load of cleanup to do though. We totally trashed the mini kitchen downstairs. Oh man, Good times.
2.11.2009
No, not dead Autumn just tired.
So, so, so.
Saturday is skiing hopefully. I kinda wanna learn to snowboard but daddy might murder me. I am waiting for my report card TOMORROW. Gah ! Uhm, talked to T the past 2 nights which was good. Haven't talked to him this much in a while, I'm glad we're talking more again. Rils ! I freaking miss you. Msg me, text me, call me, something, anything ! I miss you x numbers (:
Uhm, yeah, so, life is complicated & stressful & weird and scary but 'm dealing okay and this weekend should be fun. I can hope at least.
Saturday is skiing hopefully. I kinda wanna learn to snowboard but daddy might murder me. I am waiting for my report card TOMORROW. Gah ! Uhm, talked to T the past 2 nights which was good. Haven't talked to him this much in a while, I'm glad we're talking more again. Rils ! I freaking miss you. Msg me, text me, call me, something, anything ! I miss you x numbers (:
Uhm, yeah, so, life is complicated & stressful & weird and scary but 'm dealing okay and this weekend should be fun. I can hope at least.
2.05.2009
I'm Sorry.
I know I lied to Riley.
I am honestly so sorry Ril's but I can't tell you the truth because it's not my thing to tell and if I had admitted to knowing on the phone I would have to tell you. I don't want to lie to you. I really don't, I honestly am fighting myself so I DON'T tell. I was told something & if I let it out I'm gonna lose their trust. Please please please jsut ask them and find out for yourself. Please... forgive me? God it's difficult when you're in a three way friendship.
Anyways, I am in English, and it's kinda killing me, JayWhatever is beside me reading all of this and being like... WTF about all this stuff. She doesn';t get it. OH, I'mma make her make a blog too :) But she's tired so maybe later. Iwon't give up :D. She is narrating all of this, i wish you could hear this, it's rather amusing.
OMGSH. We are reading this really freaking random story about collecting moon milk with the names of the people being liek Qfwfq and like Vhd Vhd it's retarded. Idk, it's gay.
Will talk later,
Love, as always,
Juliet xo.
I am honestly so sorry Ril's but I can't tell you the truth because it's not my thing to tell and if I had admitted to knowing on the phone I would have to tell you. I don't want to lie to you. I really don't, I honestly am fighting myself so I DON'T tell. I was told something & if I let it out I'm gonna lose their trust. Please please please jsut ask them and find out for yourself. Please... forgive me? God it's difficult when you're in a three way friendship.
Anyways, I am in English, and it's kinda killing me, JayWhatever is beside me reading all of this and being like... WTF about all this stuff. She doesn';t get it. OH, I'mma make her make a blog too :) But she's tired so maybe later. Iwon't give up :D. She is narrating all of this, i wish you could hear this, it's rather amusing.
OMGSH. We are reading this really freaking random story about collecting moon milk with the names of the people being liek Qfwfq and like Vhd Vhd it's retarded. Idk, it's gay.
Will talk later,
Love, as always,
Juliet xo.
2.04.2009
Its Time To Let Go
Look, this is my rant post >_< So, Don;t mind me.
WELL.
I think its time everyone around here let go of all the problems and shit and just let life BE. I am so utterly hopeless and restless with everything right now. I am not at all happy. I need something productive in life or at least someone I can be happy with who challenges me. I want to go on an adventure. I want to take more pictures. I want to go out dancing and make a bet about the girl who gets the most numbers or dances. I want to be competitive. I am just so un happy about my life right now, in an, I'm not satisfied way. Its just really bugging me. I gotta make a plan, nothing is just GOING to happen, i have to make it happen but how freaking long is that shit gonna take? Like, wtf.
So, the steps are:
1) Take camera to school.
2) Make plans for this weekend and do something fun.
3) CLEAN MY FREAKING ROOM.
Ugh, much love, as always.
Juliet xo.
WELL.
I think its time everyone around here let go of all the problems and shit and just let life BE. I am so utterly hopeless and restless with everything right now. I am not at all happy. I need something productive in life or at least someone I can be happy with who challenges me. I want to go on an adventure. I want to take more pictures. I want to go out dancing and make a bet about the girl who gets the most numbers or dances. I want to be competitive. I am just so un happy about my life right now, in an, I'm not satisfied way. Its just really bugging me. I gotta make a plan, nothing is just GOING to happen, i have to make it happen but how freaking long is that shit gonna take? Like, wtf.
So, the steps are:
1) Take camera to school.
2) Make plans for this weekend and do something fun.
3) CLEAN MY FREAKING ROOM.
Ugh, much love, as always.
Juliet xo.
2.01.2009
Well Well Well.
So, here it is.
The next installment of whiny teenagers with a blog (:
So, this weekend & last friday was prettyyyy good. Although, I did find out something which sucks x1093409590375093710375035 . Oh well, life goes on.
So I went to Rileys sweet sixteen which was preeee cool. Woot for glow in the dark mini putt, which turned out to not end up being mini putt. More like raving and T or D. Oh well. It was cool seeing Kat again, missed her randomness.
Then sadly I had to leave at 5, (N) and went to Cass's party. I showed up and met her random gym friends, who really didn't talk to the kids from our school, at all. Whatever, not sure I really liked them, they weren't talkative enough for me. Anyways, so we went swimming in a complex which was nice, we played Colours & Marco Polo which was cool. Then, I kinda faced a fear by learning to Knee Dive. I am unfortunatly terrified of water, weird I know. Oh well, I learned and it was kinda cool. I was like shaking though and I kept like, not doing it but I eventually did it, twice (: & everyone was pretty proud I faced my horrible fear. It was nice to know I have so much support. Maybe next time I'll learn to standing dive? :D Oh and we all binged on cake & pizza & pop, woot. Uhm, yeah, then I sorta passed out in her basement with everyone else and we played some video games and shit in the morning. Gah, so much food. I swear, I musta eaten twice my weight in food xD Oh well, Birthday calories don't count. Oh my this blog is turning out to be a long one.
But yes, so, I had a good weekend and now I have to do my Civics homework & try to work the kink outta my back from sleeping on the floor last night, Ouch.
As always, Much love,
Juliet xo.
The next installment of whiny teenagers with a blog (:
So, this weekend & last friday was prettyyyy good. Although, I did find out something which sucks x1093409590375093710375035 . Oh well, life goes on.
So I went to Rileys sweet sixteen which was preeee cool. Woot for glow in the dark mini putt, which turned out to not end up being mini putt. More like raving and T or D. Oh well. It was cool seeing Kat again, missed her randomness.
Then sadly I had to leave at 5, (N) and went to Cass's party. I showed up and met her random gym friends, who really didn't talk to the kids from our school, at all. Whatever, not sure I really liked them, they weren't talkative enough for me. Anyways, so we went swimming in a complex which was nice, we played Colours & Marco Polo which was cool. Then, I kinda faced a fear by learning to Knee Dive. I am unfortunatly terrified of water, weird I know. Oh well, I learned and it was kinda cool. I was like shaking though and I kept like, not doing it but I eventually did it, twice (: & everyone was pretty proud I faced my horrible fear. It was nice to know I have so much support. Maybe next time I'll learn to standing dive? :D Oh and we all binged on cake & pizza & pop, woot. Uhm, yeah, then I sorta passed out in her basement with everyone else and we played some video games and shit in the morning. Gah, so much food. I swear, I musta eaten twice my weight in food xD Oh well, Birthday calories don't count. Oh my this blog is turning out to be a long one.
But yes, so, I had a good weekend and now I have to do my Civics homework & try to work the kink outta my back from sleeping on the floor last night, Ouch.
As always, Much love,
Juliet xo.
1.29.2009
IJustCan'tHandleTheseThoughts
I'm moving out the second I have a chance.
When I leave I will never look back, I will not miss it.
I won't even come back the day I leave.
Today proved nothing changes.
Tonight proved no matter how happy I am,
something will always go wrong and the happy will never out number the sadness.
I will not allow myself to throw everything away to become another statistic...I will not be another hormone hoped up teen who offs themselves. It's just not me. I just, I can't see anything happy at the moment. My father is the biggest jackass I know. He is a large child throwing a temper tantrum. He takes it all out on me. He doesn't seem to understand what he says and does I will never forget. I will never forget how he's treated me and just how unhappy I am. One day, he'll push me a little too far and everything he's ever said and done will either be pressed back in his face, or I will breakdown so badly even I don't know how far I'll go. Maybe I'll go stay with a couple friends for a few days, I can't handle this, even K can see how unhappy I am here. He's just trying to do his best, he knows I'm crying, he knows I'm upset, he knows it was dad who did it, he just doesn't want to intrude. He's a decent guy, I hope he gets a couple more breaks in life, he deserves them. I miss mom, but I know exactly why she left. He deserved it.
When I leave I will never look back, I will not miss it.
I won't even come back the day I leave.
Today proved nothing changes.
Tonight proved no matter how happy I am,
something will always go wrong and the happy will never out number the sadness.
I will not allow myself to throw everything away to become another statistic...I will not be another hormone hoped up teen who offs themselves. It's just not me. I just, I can't see anything happy at the moment. My father is the biggest jackass I know. He is a large child throwing a temper tantrum. He takes it all out on me. He doesn't seem to understand what he says and does I will never forget. I will never forget how he's treated me and just how unhappy I am. One day, he'll push me a little too far and everything he's ever said and done will either be pressed back in his face, or I will breakdown so badly even I don't know how far I'll go. Maybe I'll go stay with a couple friends for a few days, I can't handle this, even K can see how unhappy I am here. He's just trying to do his best, he knows I'm crying, he knows I'm upset, he knows it was dad who did it, he just doesn't want to intrude. He's a decent guy, I hope he gets a couple more breaks in life, he deserves them. I miss mom, but I know exactly why she left. He deserved it.
New Semesterr
Okay SO.
I am first going to say.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY & STEPHIE. <3>
So next thing on the agendaaaa.
Today I was crazy happy because I, first of all, have Civics with Steph, which makes my life & Art with Michele (: . Then math with Jesha & English with Jesha/Aliya (: Woot.
Plus, I have two parties to go to on the 31sttt :D & I get to see Kat & Jerkface & Riley :D
Gah, but I still have to do work to get them their presents.
& I'm still sick. Blech.
Gahhh and I tried to figure out how to do chopstick hairstyles and it freaking FAILED. D:
I need to learn it.
Juliettt xo.
I am first going to say.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RILEY & STEPHIE. <3>
So next thing on the agendaaaa.
Today I was crazy happy because I, first of all, have Civics with Steph, which makes my life & Art with Michele (: . Then math with Jesha & English with Jesha/Aliya (: Woot.
Plus, I have two parties to go to on the 31sttt :D & I get to see Kat & Jerkface & Riley :D
Gah, but I still have to do work to get them their presents.
& I'm still sick. Blech.
Gahhh and I tried to figure out how to do chopstick hairstyles and it freaking FAILED. D:
I need to learn it.
Juliettt xo.
1.26.2009
HeSaid,YourAmazing,SheSaid,ThenWhyYouWaiting?
Some new stuffs (:
I jsut finished a weekend of fun & tagging with the one and only Riley (:
Fun times. I'm still really tired though. Gah so excited for all the birthdays coming up (:
Tomorrow is St's and I got her a memory book, woooot. It took like 3 hours to make and I'm still not done xD.
The 31st is Rileys and C's.
[Edit: Again, censored for people taking the joking tone in the opposite way.]
Which leads me to, HOLY CRAP I AM SO HAPPY.
She's not leaving. (:
I knew she couldn't do it.
I'm just happy I get to keep my best friend for another couple YEARS.
(: (: (:
Then I am lead to,
Blech. Movies.
That night was so fucked up.
Idk, I just have no idea about anything anymore.
It was like, I had this whole plan and shit about my future and then all of a sudden a wind grabbed it and threw it into the ocean and I can't remember a single thing. I no longer have any idea where life is going or what to do next. I like the feeling of adventure and like, whatever but this is just kinda scary, not being sure whats next? Its just, kinda freaky.
Idk...
Much love,
Juliet xo.
I jsut finished a weekend of fun & tagging with the one and only Riley (:
Fun times. I'm still really tired though. Gah so excited for all the birthdays coming up (:
Tomorrow is St's and I got her a memory book, woooot. It took like 3 hours to make and I'm still not done xD.
The 31st is Rileys and C's.
[Edit: Again, censored for people taking the joking tone in the opposite way.]
Which leads me to, HOLY CRAP I AM SO HAPPY.
She's not leaving. (:
I knew she couldn't do it.
I'm just happy I get to keep my best friend for another couple YEARS.
(: (: (:
Then I am lead to,
Blech. Movies.
That night was so fucked up.
Idk, I just have no idea about anything anymore.
It was like, I had this whole plan and shit about my future and then all of a sudden a wind grabbed it and threw it into the ocean and I can't remember a single thing. I no longer have any idea where life is going or what to do next. I like the feeling of adventure and like, whatever but this is just kinda scary, not being sure whats next? Its just, kinda freaky.
Idk...
Much love,
Juliet xo.
1.21.2009
Dear Autumn .
Yes, please do not eat me ?
That would be nice (:
I like kitties, so all is good :P Yeah, get your ass down here and actually I'm the one worrying? GEEZ. SHe called me every night for a week to check if I was okay. Then she was all, JENN, DON'T LEAVE TONIGHT... ALALLALAAALALLLAAL. I'm the one threatening to go outside at night into the forests while she's freaking out xD It's fun actually. *cough* Love you Rileyyyyyy. Yeah so, get your ass down here miss.
Blech. Today sucked ass. and now I have to be ready for f*ing vocal test tomorrow. I AM SO NOT READY. I also have history, won't that be fun? BLECH. I am ust about ready to fuckign rip out miss P's throat. She's being such a jerk to me lately, like honestly, she just keeps telling me I'm not good enough, I'm not this, I'm not that. Fuck that. I know I can do it if you stopped acting like such a priss. Just gimme a second to not be so f*ing nervous and I'd be fine. Like, FUCK.
That would be nice (:
I like kitties, so all is good :P Yeah, get your ass down here and actually I'm the one worrying? GEEZ. SHe called me every night for a week to check if I was okay. Then she was all, JENN, DON'T LEAVE TONIGHT... ALALLALAAALALLLAAL. I'm the one threatening to go outside at night into the forests while she's freaking out xD It's fun actually. *cough* Love you Rileyyyyyy. Yeah so, get your ass down here miss.
Blech. Today sucked ass. and now I have to be ready for f*ing vocal test tomorrow. I AM SO NOT READY. I also have history, won't that be fun? BLECH. I am ust about ready to fuckign rip out miss P's throat. She's being such a jerk to me lately, like honestly, she just keeps telling me I'm not good enough, I'm not this, I'm not that. Fuck that. I know I can do it if you stopped acting like such a priss. Just gimme a second to not be so f*ing nervous and I'd be fine. Like, FUCK.
1.19.2009
Another Monday,
Blech. I hate mondays.
Like really. I hate them.
I had my vocal written exam and I think I did okay (:
I failed my history ISU which sucks, so much, BUT, I am totally ready for my Food exam tomorrow. Pfft, food is easy. Ahahahaha. Food was so jokes today. Go look at my FB and see the pictures from the Pictionary we played xD
Anyway, I have ATP tonight so I'll be sore, blech. I'm actually starting to wonder why T isn't working mondays anymore? Gah. C is being such a bitch. Ahaha. Omgsh. Sci is jokkkessss. I freaking lav J-Cubed. THey make my life. Oh and M, my total whore :D Oh yeah, it's C's birthday reallly soon. She's celebrating on the 31st-1st and St is celebrating that friday. Woot for party weekend !
Riley,
Call me. Asap. I miss you much.
Autumn,
Msg me sometime, we gotta talk (: I keep hearing about how great you are, and how afflicted to pants you ae. You sound fun :D
Like really. I hate them.
I had my vocal written exam and I think I did okay (:
I failed my history ISU which sucks, so much, BUT, I am totally ready for my Food exam tomorrow. Pfft, food is easy. Ahahahaha. Food was so jokes today. Go look at my FB and see the pictures from the Pictionary we played xD
Anyway, I have ATP tonight so I'll be sore, blech. I'm actually starting to wonder why T isn't working mondays anymore? Gah. C is being such a bitch. Ahaha. Omgsh. Sci is jokkkessss. I freaking lav J-Cubed. THey make my life. Oh and M, my total whore :D Oh yeah, it's C's birthday reallly soon. She's celebrating on the 31st-1st and St is celebrating that friday. Woot for party weekend !
Riley,
Call me. Asap. I miss you much.
Autumn,
Msg me sometime, we gotta talk (: I keep hearing about how great you are, and how afflicted to pants you ae. You sound fun :D
1.16.2009
I'll Take You For Who You Are, If You'll Take Me For What I Am.
Welcome back.
It's time for the Juliet talks about her life blog, thanks for typing in :D
A Few ATMS: I a currently ...
Wearing: pajama pants, corlaxx's sweater, the tank st gave me and a shirt i bought with c and sa.
Listening to: The Veronicas - Mouth Shut
Talking to: E.
Eating/Ate: Fries and a Pepsi.
In: My room in my house. Yay laptops.
About to: Go to the Movies.
Blech, e still has my mp3. I wanna listen to my music. I miss it. Uhm. I have to send Riley her letter tonight. Yay snail mail ! :) I have my cell beside me which I think needs charging, but I'll listen to music from that. Yay, uhh, I miss you riley. I like that song you dedicated to me etc. I'm like obsessed with it for a while. xD Omgsh, I had tests all week and so far I have 2 93% and 1 80% for my vocal exams. Yay ! Oh and I got a 95% on a presentation. Wooooot, go me. I need to go straighten my hair so I should probably go do that now. I should also text T and make plans with him. We haven't hung out since New Years. I miss him too D:
Anyways, time to fix my crappy hair for S.
Much Love,
Juliet xo.
It's time for the Juliet talks about her life blog, thanks for typing in :D
A Few ATMS: I a currently ...
Wearing: pajama pants, corlaxx's sweater, the tank st gave me and a shirt i bought with c and sa.
Listening to: The Veronicas - Mouth Shut
Talking to: E.
Eating/Ate: Fries and a Pepsi.
In: My room in my house. Yay laptops.
About to: Go to the Movies.
Blech, e still has my mp3. I wanna listen to my music. I miss it. Uhm. I have to send Riley her letter tonight. Yay snail mail ! :) I have my cell beside me which I think needs charging, but I'll listen to music from that. Yay, uhh, I miss you riley. I like that song you dedicated to me etc. I'm like obsessed with it for a while. xD Omgsh, I had tests all week and so far I have 2 93% and 1 80% for my vocal exams. Yay ! Oh and I got a 95% on a presentation. Wooooot, go me. I need to go straighten my hair so I should probably go do that now. I should also text T and make plans with him. We haven't hung out since New Years. I miss him too D:
Anyways, time to fix my crappy hair for S.
Much Love,
Juliet xo.
1.15.2009
*ahem* RAWR. That is all.
I don't really know what to say today. I'm just really pissed off about corlaxx. She honestly has to just shut it sometimes. I swear, keep your fucking opinions to yourself. She made me what to friggin punch her out. She's telling people who I asked to join dragonboat, aka C, that they shouldn't join, that they are not going to do well, they won't make it to Prague and they will jsut be holding the team back. She also told C that apparently I don't do anything, I just show up at DB and not talk to anyone except T and I think I know it all. It was also implyed HEAVILY that I am just a waste of space on that team. Well, screw fucking you. I work harder than you. I am going to Prague, I will be a huge part of this team. I have alot of friends and people I talk to there and HEY guess what, I've decided to stop ignoring you, instead, I'll pretend you don't even EXIST. I'm jsut so tired of your bullshit and dads too. He's being such a prick, everything is my fault, lalalalalalala, like WHAT THE FUCK. Screw you and screw this. I'm so tired of this fucking bullshit with you. You jsut seem to decide it's not your problem, because NOTHING is your problem is it? FUCK. *exhales* There, much better.
1.14.2009
Maintenent.
Omgsh. I think I spelt that horribly wrong. Whatever.
Holy geez. People are getting pissy so easily today.
Wow.I am so surprised at the kindness of strangers.
I mean, I was walking along, praying in the cold somebody would drive me to my bus stop.
And then guess what happened?
Outta the bue some lady DID stop and DID drive me to the bus stop.
I mean I relize getting some strangers car wasn't super smart but...
I was just like, well, this is some incredible stroke of luck,
I won't risk angering whatever made this happen.
So I took the ride, she was incredibly nice and she humbled me.
I think when I get older I'd love to do something like that for some poor kid who was just as cold as I was walking to my bus stop this freezing january morning. I know that never in a million years will she see this but, THANK YOU. Thank you so much, you don't really get how nice it was to have someone take the time out and help me. I'll remember this for a long time.
To Riley,
I don't care what you think. You are wearing that dress. You may be stubborn but you know I am wayyy worse than you are. Your screwed.
Much love, Juliet. xo.
Holy geez. People are getting pissy so easily today.
Wow.I am so surprised at the kindness of strangers.
I mean, I was walking along, praying in the cold somebody would drive me to my bus stop.
And then guess what happened?
Outta the bue some lady DID stop and DID drive me to the bus stop.
I mean I relize getting some strangers car wasn't super smart but...
I was just like, well, this is some incredible stroke of luck,
I won't risk angering whatever made this happen.
So I took the ride, she was incredibly nice and she humbled me.
I think when I get older I'd love to do something like that for some poor kid who was just as cold as I was walking to my bus stop this freezing january morning. I know that never in a million years will she see this but, THANK YOU. Thank you so much, you don't really get how nice it was to have someone take the time out and help me. I'll remember this for a long time.
To Riley,
I don't care what you think. You are wearing that dress. You may be stubborn but you know I am wayyy worse than you are. Your screwed.
Much love, Juliet. xo.
1.13.2009
Today. Today. Today.
Well.
It started out so crappy.
First, I wake up at 10:30.
Go downstairs freaking out because I should be at school doing my ISU presentation worth 5% of my grade. Like, fuck. Then I found out dad came in at 8:15 and didn't bother to wake me up. So I had to go to school and be there for 11. I had Mr. Thomas nearly kill me for not being there, handed him this fake note so I could do it tomorrow. I swear, he looked like he was gonna hit me.
Then, I have a ton of fun at Sci, talking to C'M'C who were all so jokes. We just made stupid jokes and went to C's house to work on the Sci project which, wasn't sooo fun but whatever[Edit, I'm sure they took this badly too, I just meant that the HOMEWORK wasn;t fun, but the chilling out was.]. We ended up watching this old family video of C's sister and her neighbour dancing around to backstreet boys. Con. was dancing around in swim trunks while her sis danced around in nothing but some bandaids. xD It was honestly hilarous.
Now I'm back at home, feeling kinda crappy and sorta tired. Everything hurts and I think I would honestly like to just not care about anything anymore, maybe flunk out, end up at home the rest of my life. THen the thought of being home the rest of my life shakes me outta it. That would be such hell. Anyways. I'm gonna go on FB for a while. Hangout and go to sleep early. Unless T signs on, we always end up talking for freaking hours, it's ridiculous.
Love Always,
Juliet. xo.
It started out so crappy.
First, I wake up at 10:30.
Go downstairs freaking out because I should be at school doing my ISU presentation worth 5% of my grade. Like, fuck. Then I found out dad came in at 8:15 and didn't bother to wake me up. So I had to go to school and be there for 11. I had Mr. Thomas nearly kill me for not being there, handed him this fake note so I could do it tomorrow. I swear, he looked like he was gonna hit me.
Then, I have a ton of fun at Sci, talking to C'M'C who were all so jokes. We just made stupid jokes and went to C's house to work on the Sci project which, wasn't sooo fun but whatever[Edit, I'm sure they took this badly too, I just meant that the HOMEWORK wasn;t fun, but the chilling out was.]. We ended up watching this old family video of C's sister and her neighbour dancing around to backstreet boys. Con. was dancing around in swim trunks while her sis danced around in nothing but some bandaids. xD It was honestly hilarous.
Now I'm back at home, feeling kinda crappy and sorta tired. Everything hurts and I think I would honestly like to just not care about anything anymore, maybe flunk out, end up at home the rest of my life. THen the thought of being home the rest of my life shakes me outta it. That would be such hell. Anyways. I'm gonna go on FB for a while. Hangout and go to sleep early. Unless T signs on, we always end up talking for freaking hours, it's ridiculous.
Love Always,
Juliet. xo.
1.12.2009
Blog Of The Day
Dearest S,
Oh, that would make sense, god I hope you aren't too badly beat up. I was so worried. Honestly, I'm glad your okay. Okay, so, am I back to being safe? Or is that just never going to happen? Enh, either way, I can deal.
- Juliet.
Omgsh. Vocal Jazz was so killer tonight. We went over skylark, which sapranos have a solo in, swheett. It was really fun to sing. I think I'm getting way better with music. Uhm we practiced over I've Got You Under My Skin which is a nice song too. I'm just glad it fits together so nicely. Uhm, then we went over Take Five which I'm starting to LOVE LOVE LOVE. It's really pretty and so jazzy. Aha, Krazy Kusurko made us practice our scats which was so amusing. I got better at them and way less nervous. Oh and then we finished off with Minuano which is just the prettiest thing I swear I've ever heard, so so so gorgeous, the runs the melody, everything is so pretty and now my personal favorite.
Gah I was on war path today, just, terrible mood. I feel bad i spazzed a little but I'm over tired, over worked, stressed out and really anoyed with the world. So, not such a great combo. I thik Mandy saved me from myself today so, that was good.
Oh god, I think I'm too... I can't find the word... Idk, I'm moving on and in the process finding I have a really weird pattern for who I end up liking. Gosh, but whatever he's a nice guy, I think we could geniunly get along.
Romeo's at my balcony so, bye for now (:
Juliet xo.
Oh, that would make sense, god I hope you aren't too badly beat up. I was so worried. Honestly, I'm glad your okay. Okay, so, am I back to being safe? Or is that just never going to happen? Enh, either way, I can deal.
- Juliet.
Omgsh. Vocal Jazz was so killer tonight. We went over skylark, which sapranos have a solo in, swheett. It was really fun to sing. I think I'm getting way better with music. Uhm we practiced over I've Got You Under My Skin which is a nice song too. I'm just glad it fits together so nicely. Uhm, then we went over Take Five which I'm starting to LOVE LOVE LOVE. It's really pretty and so jazzy. Aha, Krazy Kusurko made us practice our scats which was so amusing. I got better at them and way less nervous. Oh and then we finished off with Minuano which is just the prettiest thing I swear I've ever heard, so so so gorgeous, the runs the melody, everything is so pretty and now my personal favorite.
Gah I was on war path today, just, terrible mood. I feel bad i spazzed a little but I'm over tired, over worked, stressed out and really anoyed with the world. So, not such a great combo. I thik Mandy saved me from myself today so, that was good.
Oh god, I think I'm too... I can't find the word... Idk, I'm moving on and in the process finding I have a really weird pattern for who I end up liking. Gosh, but whatever he's a nice guy, I think we could geniunly get along.
Romeo's at my balcony so, bye for now (:
Juliet xo.
1.10.2009
There is no way anyone is going to stumble upon this blog, so, just like S, I'm going to start posting it places. Leaving it grafittied etc. maybe it'll end up with a few more veiwers. Also like S, Any questions, problems, pictures anything really, I'll answer, etc. :) So, what are you waiting for, get commenting. :)
1.08.2009
FirstBlogg.
[ Where Art Thou Romeo? ]
I've been spending most of my time with my bestfriend, who, i'm sure is reading this right now and saying 'Oh Oh Oh ! I know who she's talking about!' and probably shaking her fist at me saying 'Why didn't you credit me for the nickname you use on here? I made it up !' So here your credit, Thank you shawnnnaaaa <3.>www.postsecrecommunity.com/chat) It's a really amazing site where you can heard, read, submit and comment on secrets. I was given one of the books for my birthday/christmas, (they're ten days apart so I get 'together' gifts) and by now I'm sure if my other friend is reading this he's shaking his fist going 'I gave her that book, where's my credit?' So, thatnks tyler, you agve me an amazing xmas gift, it was exactly what I wanted. Anywho, it really like the website, so, check it out ><. Uhm, I had to present my ISU today and I have another one due on monday, which makes me feel depressed, theres only another week and a half of these courses and then I have finals. Ick. I'm gonna miss all the people I met in my Acdm. class. It's weird but they're closer with me than the kids in my gifty classes who i've known between 1 - 6 years longer. Whatever, I'll miss them, maybe not Mono-Tone Goble, but everyone else :). Geez, My friend Emily was right, this blog is actually sorta fun to write. Since this is my FIRST blog, I'd like to mention a few little things about me...
I've been spending most of my time with my bestfriend, who, i'm sure is reading this right now and saying 'Oh Oh Oh ! I know who she's talking about!' and probably shaking her fist at me saying 'Why didn't you credit me for the nickname you use on here? I made it up !' So here your credit, Thank you shawnnnaaaa <3.>www.postsecrecommunity.com/chat) It's a really amazing site where you can heard, read, submit and comment on secrets. I was given one of the books for my birthday/christmas, (they're ten days apart so I get 'together' gifts) and by now I'm sure if my other friend is reading this he's shaking his fist going 'I gave her that book, where's my credit?' So, thatnks tyler, you agve me an amazing xmas gift, it was exactly what I wanted. Anywho, it really like the website, so, check it out ><. Uhm, I had to present my ISU today and I have another one due on monday, which makes me feel depressed, theres only another week and a half of these courses and then I have finals. Ick. I'm gonna miss all the people I met in my Acdm. class. It's weird but they're closer with me than the kids in my gifty classes who i've known between 1 - 6 years longer. Whatever, I'll miss them, maybe not Mono-Tone Goble, but everyone else :). Geez, My friend Emily was right, this blog is actually sorta fun to write. Since this is my FIRST blog, I'd like to mention a few little things about me...
I absolutly hate being called my real name (in full)I am (only just) fifteen, figuring out my life and in gr. 10.I am 5'6 and brunette w/hazel eyes.I am into dragon boating/all the conditioning it come with (yoga!) which is a new thing for me :)I have a group of crazy, random, deep, intelligent, compassionate friends who are my world[Edit; Yeah, that would mean YOU GUYS but whatever.].I have 2 older brothers and live with my dad. I am the biggest music fanatic you'll ever meet, there's just so much out there. My idol is Beyonce, Marilyn Monroe & My older brother. My privacy is always invaded [Edit; I find this ironic now.Maybe it;s time I jsut leave every little thought I have IN my head. It's safer there even if that does mean I have a breakdown here and there] and everyone always finds out what I'm really thinking. Damnit. This is the first time I'm publishing my thoughts for people to actually read. Oh, I like lists xD
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