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2.05.2009

I'm Sorry.

I know I lied to Riley.
I am honestly so sorry Ril's but I can't tell you the truth because it's not my thing to tell and if I had admitted to knowing on the phone I would have to tell you. I don't want to lie to you. I really don't, I honestly am fighting myself so I DON'T tell. I was told something & if I let it out I'm gonna lose their trust. Please please please jsut ask them and find out for yourself. Please... forgive me? God it's difficult when you're in a three way friendship.

Anyways, I am in English, and it's kinda killing me, JayWhatever is beside me reading all of this and being like... WTF about all this stuff. She doesn';t get it. OH, I'mma make her make a blog too :) But she's tired so maybe later. Iwon't give up :D. She is narrating all of this, i wish you could hear this, it's rather amusing.

OMGSH. We are reading this really freaking random story about collecting moon milk with the names of the people being liek Qfwfq and like Vhd Vhd it's retarded. Idk, it's gay.

Will talk later,

Love, as always,

Juliet xo.

2.04.2009

Its Time To Let Go

Look, this is my rant post >_< So, Don;t mind me.

WELL.
I think its time everyone around here let go of all the problems and shit and just let life BE. I am so utterly hopeless and restless with everything right now. I am not at all happy. I need something productive in life or at least someone I can be happy with who challenges me. I want to go on an adventure. I want to take more pictures. I want to go out dancing and make a bet about the girl who gets the most numbers or dances. I want to be competitive. I am just so un happy about my life right now, in an, I'm not satisfied way. Its just really bugging me. I gotta make a plan, nothing is just GOING to happen, i have to make it happen but how freaking long is that shit gonna take? Like, wtf.

So, the steps are:

1) Take camera to school.
2) Make plans for this weekend and do something fun.
3) CLEAN MY FREAKING ROOM.

Ugh, much love, as always.
Juliet xo.

2.01.2009

Well Well Well.

So, here it is.

The next installment of whiny teenagers with a blog (:

So, this weekend & last friday was prettyyyy good. Although, I did find out something which sucks x1093409590375093710375035 . Oh well, life goes on.

So I went to Rileys sweet sixteen which was preeee cool. Woot for glow in the dark mini putt, which turned out to not end up being mini putt. More like raving and T or D. Oh well. It was cool seeing Kat again, missed her randomness.

Then sadly I had to leave at 5, (N) and went to Cass's party. I showed up and met her random gym friends, who really didn't talk to the kids from our school, at all. Whatever, not sure I really liked them, they weren't talkative enough for me. Anyways, so we went swimming in a complex which was nice, we played Colours & Marco Polo which was cool. Then, I kinda faced a fear by learning to Knee Dive. I am unfortunatly terrified of water, weird I know. Oh well, I learned and it was kinda cool. I was like shaking though and I kept like, not doing it but I eventually did it, twice (: & everyone was pretty proud I faced my horrible fear. It was nice to know I have so much support. Maybe next time I'll learn to standing dive? :D Oh and we all binged on cake & pizza & pop, woot. Uhm, yeah, then I sorta passed out in her basement with everyone else and we played some video games and shit in the morning. Gah, so much food. I swear, I musta eaten twice my weight in food xD Oh well, Birthday calories don't count. Oh my this blog is turning out to be a long one.

But yes, so, I had a good weekend and now I have to do my Civics homework & try to work the kink outta my back from sleeping on the floor last night, Ouch.

As always, Much love,

Juliet xo.